I have a quirky $en$e of humor. I find thing$ like thi$ funny:

writing $ome one to tell them you thought, their $peech wa$ realy eloquint.

That, and $ometime$ I imagine really violent circum$tance$ happening to total $tranger$... for no rea$on what $o ever. They don't pi$$ me off or anything, they ju$t need a man in full football pad$ to come and tackle them, really violently. E$pecially Japane$e people... and children. (oh God, the look on their face$ ju$t tear$ me to piece$.) chuckle chuckle.

Oh, and Bruce'$ Rodney dangerfield one liner$, tho$e were fuckin funny too!

$ee you in two year$ bitche$.

Here's to David Ortiz, You go big Pappa! Or as I like to call you, Tito.

Red Sox Rule, Yankee's suck!

Good Luck Kurt, Game six, bring it on!

Hey bitchcakers,

I feel really good about this experiment, I got a lot of feedback, both on my comments page and on a bunch of your bloggs. A lot of good stuff. But I don't really think I learned much from my inquery. I already knew you all to be a bunch of stand up sort of people. Lots of love and integrity. I think this particular subject (infedelity) may be close to exhausted, especially since, I'm the only one who seems to have come close to being (what I would call) a cheat. Whoa, wake up call.

I want there to be more discussion types of bloggs, but I don't have any burning questions right now, perhaps somebody else would like to bring one up. In the meantime, I saw Team America, yesterday. Everybody needs to see this show. And I would get a little wrecked before going and see it with a group, very funny. We can discuss it if y'all want, but I wouldn't want to until all have seen it that want too.

Also as a side note, My discussion about cheating is in no way related to my personal life at preseant, I am not cheating, nor even thought about cheating on Stacia; just in case any of you were wondering. It just seemed like a subject that was out of the political realm that might spark some controversy. Obviously there wasn't a lot of disagreement, but that's good too.

Anyway, keep up the blogging.

P. S. Does anybody want to go to a haunted house tonight, Saturday, Oct. 16???

So you want to be a baller, shot caller, brawler?

I've been thinking again... The quasi debate that happened over Jen's blog about stem cell research makes me want to bring new topics to the bitchcake, so we can discuss and refine our opinions on said topics. I want to start a new one going, but I don't want to bandstand and start a topic everyone can agree on, or throw a steak in a pitbull ring, where we can find no common ground. So, for my first experiment in blog-roundtable I think I'd like to talk about infidelity.

What is infidelity, what is it measured by, and who determines when a relationship has crossed the boundaries into another's "love space?" And for the sense of this discussion, I am extending any personal stories/experiences to all romantic relationships not just those combined under God and state in holly matrimony.

For instance, I can say, with a pretty clear conscience, that I have never cheated on any of my girlfriends. Although, I have been engaged in activities that those former girlfriends may have considered cheating. For example, I have kissed other girls while in a relationship. conversly, I've also fallen head over heals in love/infatuation/lust with someone else, while in a committed and even loving relationship, and not done anything compromising with that other person... Except, perhaps, think about them too much.

So does the fact that I've never engaged in sexual intercourse with an outsider vagina save me from "cheat" status? I mean I feel a little bit bad about both of the situations stated above, but I also feel pretty good not acting on sexual desires, even when the opportunity presented itself.

And also in retrospect, I can tell you, I feel much worse about the latter circumstance- as far as the relationship was concerned. The kissing was fun, spontaneous, even immature, but the other, the obsession was planned out, investigated, it was indulgent.

In that way I suppose I could redefine for myself the term cheating, and apply it to myself. I have in my head and in my heart been less than faithful to my significant other. But, I also stayed very committed and strong for all of my girlfriends. I don't really know where I'm going with this, I guess I just want to know what everybody thinks of where and when Cheating is cheating, and then I want to look at it from a skewed perspective.

The thing I don't get about the debates is this. How do you win a debate? You say a bunch of stuff that you think is going to please a bunch of people. And then it does. Then afterword, some people were pleased by one guys comments... He won! And a bunch of other people were pleased by the other guy's/gal's comments... she wins! There's no score card, its just a popularity contest. We won't really know anything until November third, or fourth, or fourteenth if Florida has anything to say about it.


Any way, Stoddard's how's Mother sitting going?

Jen, you are more than free to physicaly abuse me if you like. I'm not really a person, or even a life-form as we define it, so it shouldn't go against any of your moral objections to violence.


Frank-o thanks for the inf-o

Nick, get on the ball man, more blogs and use a template with a comments service, God!

all others word!

And Finally, I'd like to Wish TOM the HAP, HAP, HAPPIEST FUCKING BIRTHDAY EVER!!!!!! Whatcha gonna do!!!!


P.s. everybody, all that can, come see Psycho Beach Party at the SEAT theatre starting next Thursday October 21st, and then next month check out Streetcar at LVLT with companion pieces Desire, Desire, Desire, and For whom the Southern Belle Tolls, and also Waiting for Godot also at the SEAT starting sometime around thanks giving (I'm playing Estragon, yeah!)

Hey y'all, check out stacia's new blogg, a possible candidate for Bitchcakedom. www.zinkygirl.blogspot.com also we need to gather! For theatre making, for playwrighting, and for long love making... or at least boozing up and bowling. Any ideas? Y'all Utahns need to move down here too.

Instant stress relief.

Learning to Wake Board in Lake Powell with Awsome new friends, Amazing siblings, and Beautiful new lovers.

Instant stress inducer.

Coming home to Las Vegas at 5:15 pm, needing to be at a rehearsal at six.

I love you all very much, I hope that just reduced some stress

Smiles and hugs

teej-

p.s. red is blue!

Instant stress relief.

Learning to Wake Board in Lake Powell with Awsome new friends, Amazing siblings, and Beautiful new lovers.

Instant stress inducer.

Coming home to Las Vegas at 5:15 pm, needing to be at a rehearsal at six.

I love you all very much, I hope that just reduced som stress

Smiles and hugs

teej-

p.s. red is blue!

Red is Blue! 

Sifting through the garbage in my head sometimes seems like an endless job. Am I the only one who has a life they can, not only, find very few problems with, but a life you?I actually like, and still find ways to be unhappy about things? I'm at work the past couple of days and I'm still on this giant high from SITI training,nd on a new high about getting the show cast, and the fact that there are projects in the works here in Vegas that I really want to be a part of, and still what do I think about? Shit that makes me unhappy. Regrets, fears, worries. What the hell is wrong with this picture? I don't get it. But I will say this. I saw Wimbledon with Staysh last night and it made me very happy. Whether it was the cheesy love story or the fact I got to share it with someone special, I don't know, but all I have to say is... Red is black. ; ' )